New anxiety
Tonight, I want to slit my throat. Why? Because I’m so anxious about falling asleep. I don’t feel like myself, I don’t know what’s going on, I just don’t want to deal with it alll anymore.
I also had stopped showering. I managed to get myself in the tub to hose myself off at the very least this afternoon but that was a battle and the water drops felt like acid on my skin.
My heart is being squeezed within millimeters of it’s life, my chest cavity is full of cotton ball covered cement blocks, My stomach is queasy, I have gas out the ass and uterine cramps that are unexplained. Fun,
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