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		<title>Continuity</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Still smiling. A little less, but it&#8217;s hanging around.]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=672</link>
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		<title>Progress</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m actually smiling. When I&#8217;m around people, I&#8217;m still tense and not wanting too interact much but with Alan and by myself (and the few other people who really get me) I&#8217;m singing, smiling, dancing, and twirling. I&#8217;m getting there slowly. And I&#8217;ll gladly take slow. As long as I am getting there.]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=670</link>
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		<title>Nov. 16, 2009</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I don&#8217;t want to talk about it but it&#8217;s been rattling around for the past few days. I finally succumbed to it and cried. The reason it&#8217;s been haunting me recently is one of the doctors brought up a procedure I should think about and it is similar in a sense in that they can [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=662</link>
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		<title>Always crashing in the same car</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m seeing things. Hearing things. Conversing with my hallucinations when things get real bad. I have anxiety all day, every day. The only way to escape it is to sleep but I have severe anxiety about falling asleep. I&#8217;m sleeping seriously between 14-20 hours a day (closer to the higher end usually). Doesn&#8217;t help that [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=647</link>
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		<title>Med list</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Morning: 3x Wellbutrin XL 0.5x Lexapro 2x Geodon 1x Flax Seed Oil 1x Propranalol 1x Serzone Bedtime: 1x Glucosamine 2x Geodon 1x Topamax 1.5x Seroquel 2x Benadryl 1x Propranalol 1x Serzone 1x Atarax As Needed: Up to 3mg Klonopin Not doing anything anymore.]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=642</link>
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		<title>New anxiety</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Tonight, I want to slit my throat. Why? Because I&#8217;m so anxious about falling asleep. I don&#8217;t feel like myself, I don&#8217;t know what&#8217;s going on, I just don&#8217;t want to deal with it alll anymore. I also had stopped showering. I managed to get myself in the tub to hose myself off at the [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=639</link>
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		<title>No admittance</title>
		<description><![CDATA[So I have not been admitted, which is good news. I&#8217;m still taking my meds, eating, and not playing in traffic so unless that happens, admission is my own choice. I&#8217;m going to give the new plan time to work and hopefully it will kick in so I don&#8217;t have to consider it again.]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=637</link>
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		<title>Quoted for truth</title>
		<description><![CDATA[You can only handle so much stress per day. If your quota is taken up just living at home, you can&#8217;t handle anything else, thus an effective shut down. I&#8217;d imagine if home were a place you could truly relax, you&#8217;d be able to cope with the outside world more effectively.]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=612</link>
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		<title>Talking can only give you away</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Going to see my psychiatrist tomorrow morning to be assessed for possible inpatient treatment. Grave disability is the term he was using. There&#8217;s no time for me to fill out my psychiatric advanced directive and get it notarized (need my two agents to be there to sign it and they&#8217;re both at work). I need [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=608</link>
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		<title>Fall to pieces</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Tonight, I fell apart. I cried to Potato about my overwhelming anxiety, the daily hourly fight I have just to not cry all day. I mentioned how much it hurts and how I don&#8217;t know if I have any fight left in me. So&#8230; I will be starting to get things in order, just in [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://not-quite.org/?p=606</link>
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